Had my annual chest CS over 2 weeks ago. The results are usually posted on my portal in a day or two. Nothing yet.
Doing a lot of breathing exercises to combat it. Kind of working.
In the mean time I’m thrilled that I just got the news that my new wife has been put on my health insurance. She was paying $200/week for a crap insurance. Now she is covered for life. She is a RN that does home care for babies hooked up to machines to stay alive. She is a Saint.

Best of luck and hang in there.

I'm so glad for that. I'm on Medicare now.

I know its hard. Scary. I don't even want to look at my portal. This is irrational. I should take control. My mom died at 60. I'm 58.

A virtual one will have to do -

Thank you. I need a hug.

I'm right there with you my friend.

We go on anyway and too often we haven't a clue as to why.

Thanks for understanding

DU is a community and we are here for you.
Sending a virtual hug.

I really feel guilty for constantly posting. Like I'm a hog. My fears build up to a point I just. Feel like I'm going to lose it

Guilt just makes you feel worse so you should remind yourself that all of us have the option to stop or not stop by your posts as we scroll. There is no way anyone finds you a bother.
You have a need right now and sounding out to us is perfectly welcome.
I can only imagine I would be going through a lot of fear and anxiety if I were in your position.
More hugs for you.

Truly

hold your hand, I would 🫶🏼🤗

That means a lot. My sister who sprouts RW talking points, is constantly sick, in pain, etc but doesn't like to hear me talk about my health. I'll read "I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE TAKE CARE OF MY NIECE"

She's a disaster

The waiting for the exam, then the results is 2000 kinds of a bitch.
And post as much as you like, that is why the forum exists

Just have a bad feeling for some reason

Ashes in a S FL cemetery. My beloved grandfather is buried there all alone, and I dont want him to be down there alone