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In reply to the discussion: This message was self-deleted by its author [View all]ForgedCrank
(1,794 posts)and it is something you should have done many years ago.
I'm trying to be as nice as I can when I say these things while still relaying the unpleasant realities.
The disabilities you claim are not an excuse, you should have a bicycle or moped and a job by now as there are plenty of companies who hire persons with disabilities, even severe disabilities. One blind lady I help out makes 14 dollars an hour counting and bundling clothes hangers for packaging. She does the job and is able to get to work on time every single day on her own. In fact, she absolutely insists on doing it herself, not unlike all the the others I assist. The jobs are out there if one is willing to work and support themselves. That along with your mothers SS would cover your living expenses without issue.
Theres no other way to put this. You've done little to better your situation since you first posted GFM drives here a very long time ago. You have to understand, it's very difficult for anyone to believe you have communication issues so severe that you cannot work when you seem capable of communicating with anyone and everyone, except of course when it relates to getting a job.
I'm guessing if you were willing to work, there are probably DU members here who would personally get involved and help you navigate the process, but you ignore any and all such suggestions.
It isn't a matter of not caring as you have suggested on several occasions. Even in the face of all of the red flags here, DU members are still donating free cash to you in hopes that you turn a corner and fix this. Sadly, the cash is not helping you, it is only enabling you to continue this destructive path.