Reply #75: I feel so strange. [View All]

I care so much for animals, and people who are in need. I am full of deep emotions for so much in this world. That's what makes me a liberal. I believe in a god that is as real as we see and touch. But, there is something that happens to me when I know that someone is full of pride and arrogance and carelessness. I think people voted for Reagan because he truely seemed to care. But he didn't. Or he changed. I always thought Nancy was an empty shell. But even an empty nothing of a being can cry. I suppose that's what people are seeing now. You know, I don't run around spouting the bible. And I keep it to myself. But I believe that there is a hell. I believe that there is a supreme being that created this all. And I believe that there is a point where even that being does not extent itself. That's how I feel. I can watch that, and I did, and feel absolutely nothing for her. It's sad. And I don't care. Yet having said that, it says to love thy enemy. Truely, it's all very complex and confusing. But the Reagans, and Nixons of the world, affected my life in such a negative way, that they'd have to come to me and personally make good before I'd forgive and forget. I lost many years of my life. I'll never get them back. I'll stop now. I want to go on and on, but it's just blabber at this point. The did the world a lot of bad.