Reply #40: that would be nice... [View All]

as tonight I really wonder whether or not there is any space left for me at the DU lounge.

Perhaps it is stress from life that is exceptionally high right now, and its accompanying exhaustion. Or perhaps I am realizing that the forum has grown and in ways which excludes me. Heck - some old freinds are around tonight and no where to be seen. I don't post so much and havent for the past year and a half such that a milemarker for me ... now comes very rarely/slowly. Thus I tried to construct something to share my appreciation for this place. And I am very appreciative of those who have responded. But am left with a realization... as if I became an oldtimer misfit - and never realized it. Really a wierd feeling. Hope it is just the external stress. But when GD suddenly feels much more welcoming - it just seems... well, odd... and somewhat eye opening.