I'm crying! [View All]

My precious little boy, Chip, Chippy, Chippers has a 11:30 appointment with destiny tomorrow morning. He's our wonderful little 16 year old Jack Russell who has had miscellaneous health problems for over two years. I really think he was poisoned by that contaminated dog food (damn them) and was left with several health issues which I won't get into now. We should have done something quite awhile ago...but we lacked the courage. I actually prayed for the courage or that he would leave us on his own accord...but he didn't... and with very heavy hearts (Oh god, I can't even see what I'm typing...this is soooo hard.) we made an appointment for tomorrow morning. I look at him now sleeping at my feet knowing.............My poor little dogie!

One thing that gives me consolation is that my dear departed son (2000) will get to see him again. They were best buds. My son will be waiting for him at rainbow ridge...that's not quite the way it was suppose to be but unfortunately that's the way it is. :cry:

Chip is so much more than our baby...our pet...our family...my constant companion. He was/is...don't laugh...a channel of communication between he and our son. He has brought us so many messages from our son which have helped me go from a skeptic to a believer. That is an important role to play and I'm going to miss that special relationship.
I'm going to miss him so much...it's unbearable. We could use a prayer or two. Good-night!