Reply #4: Stella .. I saw the other post, [View All]

but truly was at a loss as to how to respond. I'm not even clear on what the problem is? Are you saying you invest so much energy into a project and then feel like there is no return?

If that is the case, may I remind you that no word returns void? You don't plant a tulip bulb and then dig it up every day to see if any roots or new growth have appeared, do you? ;)

The very fact that this thread was started is proof positive that you at least touched me! And I know countless others. It will multiply even though you may not be aware of every instance or see the dough rise from your vantage point.

Now, if you are saying that the toll is taken when you transmute anger into humor, then perhaps some healthy (private?) anger venting is in order. Anger is basically caused by fear. I was afraid of the crime family long before I became angry. I don't know how to advise you on this aspect. Sometimes anger is the healthiest response, for a short season.

From my personal experience, I know that when I stopped talking about my 'problems' all the time, telling all my friends over and over how miserable I was, and had a right to be, I eventually stopped being miserable.

You have a talent and gifts to impart. What can you do to recharge and proceed with what you are called upon to do?
Is there any way we can help?