Reply #2: It bugs me that I may have to take these for "life" [View All]

it would be easier to see this as a bump...but the reality is that I can se periods of 'self sabotage' that were like depression and the physical pain that goes with it...but I am stubborn and have had to really trust by allowing this to become a medicated thing.

Isn't it funy that we can have high blood pressure or diabetes and sya okay to taking meds for that - but depression is something that makes me feel like I am weak, like it is MY fault...

I've been taking Cymbalta for 8 mos and it has helped, but I just seem to have hit another wal, so I am hopin it will help. But the mixing of meds is scary too...

I am SUCH the Holistic-girl...if there is an herbal thing to do or a meditaitonal way to approach things, I am there..but this is truly too big now, it has been to many years in the stresspoint and now I am broken and need to mend.

thanks for the input and support, it helps :)