studies have shown that those in denial (or feeling self hatred) of their homosexuality engage in risky sexual behavior.
No wonder, Johnston (a clear example of a self loathing homosexual) endangered his own (and others') lives.
And organizations like CWA ("Concerned" Women for America, Focus on Family, Ex-Gay movements) are encouraging gay people to practice risky sex (indirectly) by telling them to suppress and deny their sexuality.
Here's a great (but long) article about the closeted gay community among African Americans:
http://www.nytimes.com/2003/08/03/magazine/03DOWNLOW.html...Wallace ticks off the grim statistics: blacks make up only 12 percent of the population in America, but they account for half of all new reported H.I.V. infections. While intravenous drug use is a large part of the problem, experts say that the leading cause of H.I.V. in black men is homosexual sex (some of which takes place in prison, where blacks disproportionately outnumber whites). According to the Centers for Disease Control, one-third of young urban black men who have sex with men in this country are H.I.V.-positive, and 90 percent of those are unaware of their infection...
..For African-Americans, facing and addressing the black AIDS crisis would require talking honestly and compassionately about homosexuality -- and that has proved remarkably difficult, whether it be in black churches, in black organizations or on inner-city playgrounds. The mainstream gay world, for its part, has spent 20 years largely fighting the epidemic among white, openly gay men, showing little sustained interest in reaching minorities who have sex with men and who refuse to call themselves gay...