Want to know why I feel like I am having a sucky week ( its not bad )

Its because I am in love .......


and I have never felt like this before .......

and watching OMC's video where he was singing to his wife on YouTube has me praying to God that I can share the rest of my life with this person. I have had other boyfriends but none of them have made me feel this thud feeling in my chest. And back to OMC I cry for him and his wife because you can tell how much they love each other ... I pray that she gets better ASAP because they have something pure and genuine.

That's all I am in love and I don't want it to go away. This is so cheesy.

end of rant

Edit : I just read GirlinContempts' post about the accident and its making me want to cherish every moment I have with those I love and to stop fooling around and do the right thing.

Why does Cupid make me wait so long ...

Treasure it. And it won't go away. It didn't ever go away for me. My stomach still went flippity whenever he walked through the door. Even after 15 years. Live your life with no regrets CP.

I have known this guy for 3 years now ... and it feels like I have known him forever.He is my best friend and he gives me so much encouragement. And like you he makes my stomach go flippity whenever he walked through the door - I get so excited when he comes around and I get so sad when he leaves. I look at him and I just stare. Want to know something crazy ? About 2 years ago before we started going out, I told myself "that's the father of my children" - I don't know how that got into my head but it just did. We were just friendly with each at this time but I noticed that he would always come around me and stare and watch me all the time. I don't want to lose him - and hope he understands the way I feel .Damn I can't breathe ... this is not lust I truly care for him and he makes me want to do the right thing.