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I feel so completely inept. For hours I have been trying to do a table in Word but I can't seem to do it. I want it to look like the tables in scientific papers but I have no idea how to do that. I do not even know if they use Word to do that or not. Guess I ought to find out but I am not prepared to learn another program if it isn't Word. I'll settle for it being legible enough for a Power Point right now.
I am trying to get enough done on my thesis to defend in December but I don't think I'll make it. I am basically clueless; after all this time I still don't understand enough about my project to explain the results. The funny thing is, I could have been done by now but I have procrastinated so much that I am working on year 7 on my Masters. Well I also have a full time job that occupies most of my time. And this time of year is our busiest time; I often work until 9 pm or so a couple nights a week. Now, how am I supposed to get anything done that way?
Right now I am in Austin for the weekend. I volunteered to work at Expo, our major outreach event. I hate it; I have no idea why I said I would do it. It's too hot and there are way too many people in our tent. I felt so claustrophobic sometimes. It is one more demand on my time I do not need. And they gave me the stupidest schedule ever, 9-1 on Sat and 1-5 on Sunday, so I won't get home until 9 tomorrow. I could have used this time to get some things done or, more likely, another weekend to procrastinate. And I work next weekend and the weekend after that a friend is coming down so my weekends (practically my only time off to get anything done) this month are nearly all booked. I would tell him that I am too busy but he already bought his concert ticket and I desperately need to get out of the house for something fun.
Oh, hell, I am just tired and I have no beer.
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