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Edited on Sun May-22-11 06:17 AM by RandomThoughts
So liked the middle management job at grocery store, and for a long time the authoritarian bent did not reach down to that level. But in the last few years they started those programs and many others in many places.
long story.
Although Freight Crew at night was interesting also, listening to music all night, while throwing freight. Lots to think about, and I was really fast freight thrower, good worker, if I say so myself.
Although there is a happiness delusion. It goes like this, you can't do this or that, becuase it causes you anxiety, and if it causes anxiety it is not peace, and you should be in perfect happiness.
The delusion is that the thing that wants to control what you do, will put the anxiety on you, or try to frustrate you to then be able to throw that delusion on you that you can't be somewhere becuase of anxiety, to try and get you to accept something you should not.
And I know it is a delusion from the frustration of something that does not like my choices to be who I want to be, or that I have choices.
It is in this Doctor Who episode also, where he tells the Cybermen that part of being human is not being perfect, that there is also challenges and some strife, again the concept of not needing perfect security at the cost of all experiences.
Or in other words, I am due beer and travel money, and that is known, and will be sent.
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