I grew up in the country~sorta.
I had chickens.I had them as pets.Chickens when treated with love are great companions. they are intellegent and have unique personalities and ways of speaking to you.Anyways I took the eggs because If I didn't they'd go bad and crack and stink up the coop..I had two hens, a rootser and some banties.I used to let them out of the coop during the day,they'd all perch in the apple tree.My chickens knew thier names and they'd answer to them.They'd fly out of the tree to meet me after school.I'd pick them up and kiss 'em hello.My mom was freaked out when she saw my rooster had huge spurs on his legs .And she was even more amazed he never used them on me.Even when I did things he didn't like like give him nasty medicine to treat a scale problem on his legs he had once.
My animal buddies rocked my world.Even when humans were cruel they were there.They were my best freinds growing up.My dog defended the cats,chickens ect.if another dog went into our yard looking to poach a bird or rabbit.Sometimes the chickens would sleep with the cat and the rabbits or they'd all cozy up togeher with me if I was just lying in the grass. The chickens were affectionate funny birds..I kid you not.I even made a cage for them in my bedroom so they'd be warm in the winter at night before we rigged the heater in the coop outside.The cage in my room was just a big coop taking up about 4 feet of space from floor to ceiling with a tray on the bottom and a bunch of perches and feeders like a birdcage has.(they'd all nest on my bed an leave deposits on my covers if I didn't put them in the cage when I was out of the room.)In the house,they were so much like cats or dogs, when they slept seeking out places where your scent was strong like bedding ,old socks or old stinky shirts.they'd sit in my lap twisted around my cat,while I watched cartoons getting pet.They lived long lives.I got plenty of free eggs.I had so many I gave some away.
And when the hen had her batch of chicks,she let me know not to take her eggs by pecking my hand (not hard).Something she never did unless there were chicks in there.
Compassion and relationship to the animals is what is lost in factory farming,along with respect,caring,love.Death will exist wherever there is life,but it does not have to be life and death without relationship,love,kindness and respect.These things take the sting of death away because it makes life more precious and meaningful even for animals.Alot of people don't see the communication that goes on between animal to animal, prey and predator or animal to person.Especially if force prey and predator into human frameworks like all or nothing, all predators are evil or these warped social darwinist survival of the fittest mindgames.
I think alot of people cannot understand interspecies communication anymore because they do not love the amimals or understand what consent is or treat thier fellow beings with love or respect,or relate to them without domination and power entering the relationship.They don't want the animals to be who they are..So they just murder the animals they 'own'and commodify them,make caractures of them. People think the rule of brute force or the blindness of belief settles it.But it doesen't.
This living in our heads is why alot of people(even well meaning vegans) can't hear the song in the heart that goes on between prey and predator either. Communication between very different species over matters of life or death conflicts with what we are taught to believe and what we want to believe.It has nothing to do with what we think or want.I know animals can relate to us as equals.The problem is we don't relate to them as our peers.Shit we have problems relating to one another as equals.
So because of human bias animal communication not allowed to exist.ButI know it does because I have experinced it.It doesen't require words to understand someone and what they meant. 90% of communication is non verbal..I know alot of people would blow me off as a nut or something worse.But my own experince and just listening has taught me plenty about the depth of compassion in animals through amazing examples of thier nobility.The animals have taught me how to love.They have saved my life and warmed my heart when I thought all was lost.And I owe everything to them.
We went through some rough times.My father being the jerk he was kept threatening to eat my chickens,he threatened to sell them..I said no and I would fight him over it.If he got too threatening,than the dog would get involved and my rooster would fly against the coop wire his spurs aimed at my father,the cat would hiss and growl from his perch on the coop roof.They defended me from my abusive father and bullies more than once.
I would tell the chickens the stuff our family was going through our family was not a happy one. School was hell for me.Around this time, Henreietta stopped laying because she was growing old.She died in a strange way,by wedging her own head into the chickenwire where we could not free her even with wire snips without killing her.
Why she did it I dunno,she didn't seem unhappy or stressed beforehand. Maybe she was curious to see if her head would fit in there? Maybe she was bored,maybe something startled her? There is one other explanation.Call me crazy. Maybe it was suicide.I would pour out my emotions my hopes and fears to my animal freinds.I had raised her like she was a human child.Like I do every animal I am graced to share my life with.Her heart might have been breaking because she empathized with the human condition more than some humans dare to.Maybe she was afraid to be sold and didn't want to leave her home? Maybe she was upset at the cruelty of my father? When one baby cries in a nursery they all cry,why? because they are so sensitized to each other's sufferings and cry out at the sound of pain.We are desentized to each other's pain by our beliefs by the domination system, by our culture and by the way we force ourselves too live.Who Knows what she learned from us? Whatever it was it troubled her.Call it anthromorphizing animals all you want.But we are like each other because we are all animals living in one world ,we are all related deep down.
I know an equal relationship of love,compassion and respect can prevent depression and suicide.A good relationship connection is vital to life this is why people seek each other or form relationships with animals.I also know losing a relationship like that can drive someone to consider suicide. Isn't it strange how long time lovers die,soon after one dies? It happens in the animal kingdom too.I know when one of my animals or human freinds die before thier time it is horrible the grief.
One day I was sitting by a fire,two toads came near the fire and warmed themselves,I sat there watching them.They sat there with each other for a time.Suddenly one toad lept about a foot right into the flames.I saw the other toad hop away,fast. I couldn't believe my eyes. I stirred the flames and found the body. Why? What were they saying? What would make a toad kill himself? Depression? Was he sick? Making a statement? Was it a ceremony? It's just too weird. The land around there is being developed,ponds are being drained,earth dug up.Animals have no place to live when developers come and steal thier homes in the name of profit and sprawl.Or were they doing something deeper and more mysterious than I can understand? Or was it another proof of the frog in boiling water thing? It appeared the toad deliberately lept into the fire.
I have read accounts of dogs attacking cars..Why? What are they saying about us?
http://www.unknownnews.net/0228-1.htmlWhen I read of the barbaric practices in slaughterhouses of debeaking and the way chickens and other animals are treated to squeeze more profit out of them. I get so pissed I wanna cry and lash out at Ceo's and curse humanity.I want to rescue the animals from these ignorant fucks.I have dreams of animals trampling thier captors..I want to embarass companies and shame them into compassion with resistance to domination. But I don't know how to reach people who are desensitized,never have the time to relate to non-humans, afraid,misinformed,traumatized,stuck on domination,unrealistically living in thier own heads,and so selfish,confused,closed -minded and so guilty all at the same time.People belive so deeply in redeptive violence..and when they do they sell thier souls to this sick system of power yet again.In todays monocultured suburbs which where I grew up has now become,Zoning laws and ignorant neighbors make the concept of having a few chickens living in the backyard impossible.(even when you have the space)Forget it if you have an apartment.You have to buy eggs and meat.And when you buy it you lose control over how the amimals you eat are treated. Oversight boards can be bribed if they are corrpyable.and as far as I can tell all of humanity is corruptable.I dispise the suburbian culture,where everything is the same ,where you have to drive to get anywhere and everyone lives in thier big houses with no trees on thier lawns,devoid of life.I miss my chickenfreinds.
Maybe situations like the toad dying in the flames or the dogs attacking cars happens because as a species we have broken the animal's hearts with the way we are so violent and abusive twords others and by the way we consume our shared world and destroy it thoughtlessly,without compassion or concern for other's well being.Maybe the animals are trying to tell us we are destroying them and ourselves.If we don't stop it on our own, collective voilition what will it take to stop us if we can't stop ourselves? Animal revolt,disaster? There is so much we do not understand about reality,consiousness and this world.
We have to get beyond this blind self absorbed, compartmentalized ,anthrocentric,materialistic only matters,religious, social darwinist,domination and hubris.What kinds of resistance will get through all the crap and get to the heart of a sick culture chained by the invisible chains of belief??