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I've always had trouble thinking of Father's Day as a holiday. I essentially have no father and so never recognized the holiday at all, except every 11th year when my birthday falls on Father's Day. (I was actually born on Father's Day. Guess mine didn't appreciate it much. :-))
Anyway, I've never really noticed it when it would roll around. My daughter would get me a card, usually bought by my mother or her mother, and since she was about 11 or so, we'd go to the movies or something. (Funny thing. I finally realized she doesn't get me cards because I told her when she was young that I hate greeting/holiday cards. I'd rather get a phone call or a visit.) It was never special, to me, which wasn't a bad thing because I guess the lack of celebration was mostly of my own making...and my birthday is always nearby, which meant in younger years either I was being self-centered, running off with friends here and there and not actually around on Father's Day or, later, what celebration took place occurred on my birthday.
For some reason I've not bothered to question, my daughter decided to make this one more of a traditional day for me that was separate from my birthday. (Had a brief health episode at the end of last year when I thought for a few days I was dying, so that may have something to do with it.)
She made me dinner and a cake with her own hands. She also made me a t-shirt bearing a logo she drew herself of the bomb figure in _Breakfast of Champions_ with the words "Goodbye Blue Monday" on it. (It's one of my favorite books.) We watched movies at home, went to a movie, talked about our upcomming vacation trip together, talked about her friends, her life, my life, etc. It was really fun just hanging out all day.
She also conspired with my mother to get me a present for birthday/Father's Day I really, really wanted and never even guessed I might possibly get from anyone else. It was also the first time in my life (37 years) that anyone has truly been able to surprise me with a gift in the sense of me having no clue it was coming. I have been very late into the digital camera craze. I've always wanted one, but have never purchased one for myself despite getting one for my mother and one for my daughter. I was always waiting for ... something. I also need a new desk chair, or so says my daughter. The one I have I have had for about ten years now. The fake leather is old and brittle and tearing off in places. It squeaks. It'll probably fall over backwards with me in it in the not too distant future. But, I love it, mostly because it fits my butt perfectly, and have resisted getting a new one.
So, a couple weeks before F-D and my birthday, my mom and daughter told me they needed to borrow my truck this past weekend. Why? Can't tell me. Okay ... they're getting me a chair was the obvious conclusion. I made like I didn't figure it out, having learned a long time ago at least to fake surprise. And on F-Day itself, they showed up at my apartment, in my truck, with ... no chair. They just had a box, and in that box was a shiny, new digital camera I have been playing with constantly. That's when I realized my fake suprise act was about as good as William Shatner's portrayal of Hamlet. "To be ... or not .......... to be."
"We've lost him," my daughter said about an hour after she gave it to me, as I sat in my rapidly deteriorating but still butt-perfect chair discovering all the features on this thing. "Yes," my mother replied, "we got him a toy." Just a boy in an aging man's body. They seemed very pleased with themselves.
(But I did put it down after that so we could go out for the afternoon.)
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