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Another lengthy, boring essay in which the author hints at his evacuation strategy and launches another "fuck you" screed at the Bushies and Amerika v2.0, a particularly vicious version of corporatist hell that would have given even Hieronymus Bosch nightmares. Read at your own risk. Do not drive or operate heavy machinery for an hour after reading.
It's been a sanity-saving option for some time go on vacation to an unnamed smallish country south of the Rio Grande and just prolong my "staycation" for an indefinite period of time, melting into the countryside and inflicting myself on a few expats I know down there who've already evacuated this fascist shit hole. My Spanish sucks, but there's nothing like total immersion for quick improvement. I'm getting closer to exercising that option with every rattle of the vice presidential saber and every new section of security state prison wall the bastards pound into place.
These expats tell me they actually feel freedom in ways so subtle that they weren't missed until they were restored. And they're shocked that they had no idea how oppressive life in the US had become once it turned into a haven for the toxic reactionary redneck assholes who canonized St. Raygun, waited for a worthy successor and found Bushism to be an evolutionary step.
They say they're blown away at being able to live lives of peace and joy and renewed optimism -- are in fact encouraged by the dominant culture to do so. And these aren't the kinds of pollyannas you'd expect to say seemingly goofy stuff like that.
In fact, if you were a loud-mouthed reactionary treating the entire establishment to your medieval world view, they're among the most disagreeable and pissed off people you'd ever want to meet. Nor are they particularly concerned about the karmic or legal consequences of beating the living shit out of pricks like that. We get along great.
Peace and joy and optimism only sound goofy because in the process of becoming acculturated as frenzied Americans we forget that they're descriptive of a state of mind and spirit that used to be the hallmarks of a functional, actualized human being.
That's completely unacceptable here in the world champ of rapacious, destructive capitalism where fear, uncertainty and doubt are manufactured to keep us on edge and in a constant race against some horrific vision of total failure -- defined by America, of course, as lacking lots of money and expensive toys.
Success, on the other hand, means continuous hyper-consumption of trash nobody sane could possibly want or need. Like little made-in-China-by-slaves flag lapel pins colored with lead paint, made to order for phony patriots who would rather fight and die by proxy, as well as those idiot chowder heads who can't or won't separate symbolism from substance. These fools seem to think a hand held over a heart while listening to a lousy song while waiting for the ball game to start is much more patriotic than trying to deliver baseline health care to everyone.
A while back -- certainly by the end of WW II, maybe much earlier -- America's rulers decided for all of us that wage and debt slavery defined the approved approach to life in the corporate cesspool. And this death trap for the human mind and spirit consists mainly of boring, shitty paying jobs, a tragic joke of a medical system and a truly impressive set of social control mechanisms to keep the peasants away from the throats of the elite on their own volition.
It features a public education system that doesn't educate, declining literacy rates, a giant and growing under class that, when the ICE-men run out of immigrants to fuck with, will be the first to experience the cattle cars and the KBR/Halliburton camps. Or maybe not. The camps are there and ready, according to numerous eye-witness accounts, photographs and even a little video footage.
Whether they'll be used for average white people is another matter. I know who they won't be used for, though. I can't see where members of the Army of God or Aryan Nations or the KKK are going to be anywhere near those camps -- except possibly as privatized, outsourced and well-paid torturers. Neither is the "anthrax killer" or one of the "pro-life murderers" who shoot ob/gyns for caring more about live women than about the twisted way fundie nuts interpret a book of dead or irrelevant scripture.
Then there's that vague, free-floating feeling of purposelessness and a life lived unsatisfactorily to drive everybody crazy who isn't already insane. A sense that there must be something besides commuting and traffic reports and cube farms and corporate culture and the constant layoffs and off-shoring and the brutality of a zero sum economy that punishes the poor for their poverty and rewards the rich simply for being rich. All this and the systematic dismantling of a once proud and progressive country thrown into the deal for the hell of it.
Some Americans even dare to consider that maybe there should be enough time for music and laughter and reading and playing and watching kids go nuts and hanging out with the cats, thinking about unimportant but interesting things, occasional erotic afternoons with flirtatious spouses and, christ help us all, the ultimate anti-American activity: doing absolutely fucking nothing for as long as it feels good.
When people started answering questions like "how you doing?" by proudly proclaiming how busy they were, I figured the deaths of shared experience and group consciousness were at hand -- replaced by some weird republican version of "personal responsibility," and endorsed by an entire political movement composed of the most irresponsible group of me-firsters to infest this country since Columbus ran into Hispaniola and took a right.
There's a good reason anti-depressants are the biggest sellers among the vast array of pharmacopeia available at any neighborhood drug store. The reason is called America and the cure is revolution or evacuation.
Compliance and subservience would probably work too, but then I have to look myself in the eye now and then while shaving and I need to be OK with what I see looking back.
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